that kiss and tell

meerkats.

2012-01-02T20:37:00.001+01:00

a mixture of happy thoughts and the feeling of vertigo just when your legs are about to fold.
happiness, it hurt like a train on the track

amsterdam, den haag, brugge, with the family and the pentax. holidays have been good to me.
there's people in this world that i love.

...die wir sein wollen.

2011-12-31T10:33:00.000+01:00

2011 was massive.
i want 2012 to grow and grow and extend and eat up everything from before, feeding on ambitions and memories and people who add even more. resolutions are half-formed wishes lurking within me, somewhere, where i see them hushing about without ever getting a good look at them. i still feel like i'm allowed to be imperfect, though not so much any more. what does it matter, i'm looking forward to it all.
happy new year, everyone.

here's some more hastings photos. my pentax definitely needs more attention.

and a few london ones.
i love london.
i love london.
i love london.
it's a big beast crushing me every day, bit by bit, but i wouldn't have it any other way. i used to think i couldn't stay there forever, but now it feels like i couldn't do without it.

rabbit heart.

2011-12-20T02:26:00.000+01:00

just closing 2011 with a little shoot with holly that I really enjoyed. Freezing cold, freezing, freezing cold, but it made me happy because I'm currently in that stupid place where my photography doesn't know what it is any more.
This reminded me of what it used to feel like.

Much to say about this year, but not on this space and it's too much anyway. I go out with love and confusion, excited and scared.

20111126.
model; holly.
mua; milki li.

twigs.

2011-11-29T00:06:00.001+01:00

the small things that matter, things that remind me of things that have moved me once. i wish i could model my life, the world is really quite a mundane place and it hurts to realise this, it hurts as much as it hurts to hear a wall of noise where really there should be tunes to move my feet to. doesn't matter, things don't have to be perfect to be awesome, i still got the love and that is one thing i don't wanna lose in my life. goosebumps and heartbeats, the feeling of space, dancing space inside, the feeling of beauty in the world and small things touching me. the small, mundane things, sometimes they shine in a way that make my eyes sparkle like they used to when my head was still clouded with dreams. i wish i could have kept some people in my life when i had the chance to but ladders are finite and the sky is quite far away. the stars are still beautiful from down here.

20111126.

cakes in cups and chandeliers.

2011-11-21T21:59:00.004+01:00

more photos from that day in eastbourne.
shooting is moving further away from me, just like everything else, everything's a copy of a copy of a copy and it's difficult to see life with short-sighted eyes full of blur and fog made of the stuff that tears feed on. twinkles, clouds full of question marks, the sound of electronic tunes just to try to get out, go far away, but deep down, there is nothing but guitars and voices. beautiful is only angles, but my photographic eye's gone missing.

this was good.

20110924.
make up; laura naish (http://www.thefairestofthemall.co.uk/)
hair; emma hellier
designs; jennifer tayler @ jennifer lilly designs
models; teddie (@Sandra Reynolds), gemma, joanna, lauren
at neate's cakery, eastbourne.

glaciers, the sea and cotton candy.

2011-11-11T20:01:00.001+01:00

feature in glacier magazine for a shoot i did in september :]

laura did an incredible job organising this shoot and i would like to thank her a thousand times for this! especially now that i know how hard and frustrating the whole organisation process can be.
this was a beautiful shoot, the first one i did after summer, a nice day out once again :]
(more to come)
eastbourne.

20110924.
make up; laura naish (http://www.thefairestofthemall.co.uk/)
hair; emma hellier
designs; jennifer tayler @ jennifer lilly designs
models; teddie (@Sandra Reynolds), gemma, joanna, lauren

disillusionism.

2011-10-31T00:29:00.003+01:00

this is a bit different to other photos because these are pictures that are just for me.

silence, dark strangers, rainy pavements, dead mice and plants, distorted faces, beloved places, thoughts of the far away and the unreachable, of ash and ashes, and in the middle there is me with a word written on my face that makes me crumble and faint because it reminds me of myself. hunger in my stomach, the stomach that is longing for the ants that used to live there, live life. with a numb face and searching, tired eyes, everything can be of interest, but not exciting. nervous and childish, nervous and on the ground. keep those eyes down.

london in soap.

2011-10-07T18:37:00.004+02:00

walking with cameras to the beauties of london southbank.
with uclu photosoc.
life is dull, but bubbles make it look nicer. for now.

london, 20111008.

love.

2011-10-02T16:55:00.000+02:00

below you find an old shoot with my sister, from back in april. been keeping it cause i like it.

currently have loadsa photo stuff to work on, can't wait to get the time to get on all of them.
life is crazy back in london and i love it and i love it and i love it. dear london, thanks for getting me to this point. i can feel life killing me bit by bit, but i wouldn't have it any other way. electronic tunes running through my veins and a lightheaded feeling of amazingness while flashbacks of too many things crammed into too little time get me smiling. right now, i don't ever want to calm down.

20110406.
model; my sister.
mu; myself.

balloons and umbrellas.

2011-09-16T12:53:00.004+02:00

i did a shoot back in june and i've only been waiting for this online magazine to come out... it's the title and a feature inside!

was a beautiful day of shooting :]
going to london again in a few days, so much to look forward to. this summer has been intense, but the times to come are gonna be legend. one more year.

20110604.
model; stacey @vision
make up and hair; laura naish (http://www.thefairestofthemall.co.uk/)
designs by beatrice winter (http://www.horrormaedchen.blogspot.com)

lazy sunday lights.

2011-09-04T20:55:00.000+02:00

Click this link to see my blog post about budapest on ilovethiscity.eu, a site that collects stories and feelings from places all over the world, a beautiful idea.

boredom is creeping up on me, i am finally falling the fall of laziness.
lazy sundays with the rain outside, and i can't have it, really, i wanted to get out of the stress, but i need the rush of life again. soon.

20110818.
model; sister.

szabadság híd.

2011-08-29T17:29:00.003+02:00

es war nie besser als jetzt
wie hört sich das an

several photos fresh off my film that spent about half a year undeveloped.
my eyes are sinking, but im spending my time on my blog and in dreamscapes of a life. dreams of photos i want to take. photography can be so much more.

beautiful people.

owls and trees.

2011-08-22T23:34:00.011+02:00

basically, i just felt like posting. im not really good at taking photos.

this weekend kinda got me back on track, like, hello germany, you're pretty cool, too. music, how i miss it, the way the magic used to be.
do you really want to live forever, forever young, beat, memories mixed with newer memories mixed with dreams mixed with an awkward feeling of anticipation mixed with fear thinking of what's yet to come. i feel like a deer in the big city, headless, but with big eyes sending question marks into the world. i feel like going back to the woods and listening to some leaves. wollt ihr wirklich immer hippies bleiben, für immer
home is alright.

20110820, hannover.
bootboohook festival

what we dream.

2011-08-15T14:50:00.000+02:00

mind's a mess, i am nowhere. today is the last day in budapest and i have had too many goodbyes already, too many yet to come. people i have learned to love over the past summer, summer's been so long, and i don't even know if i'll ever see them again. uncertainty is a beautiful thing but leaves me hanging in the air, i'll go back to familiar places for now, strange, familiar faces, and slowly start waking up from the summer heat.

thank you.

model; rachel.
when she was here in budapest. good times, can't wait to see her next, in whatever part of this world.

no stoppin us right now.

2011-08-07T13:59:00.002+02:00

this makes me happy. makes me think of people i love.

one week left in the beautiful country of hungary. it is insane to think about all the things that have happened, all the madness, it's like most of what you want from life packed into two months. mini-scale life. maybe not quite, but right now, everything feels grand and overwhelming. a break will feel good.
no photos. i have not been photographing much this summer and i hate the thought of it. once i get out of here and calm down a bit, i will get back on it and hopefully get a lot better.

20110705.
model; renáta @ diamond models rivercast

budapest.

2011-07-12T08:25:00.000+02:00

just some words about the place i am currently spending my life in. spending my life; sounds like i'm paying for something with it. what i do get in return though is the joy of good times, times that can only be found if experienced through the arrogance of a stranger in a country that he will never fully know. it annoys me, it's like living under the protection of some parenthood telling me i'm not allowed to play in the dirt, only seeing the city in the light it wants to be seen in.
it is a beautiful light though. the burning sun, once it calms down in the evening, the old pretty buildings dipped in the pink / orange / golden light, it gives you such a beautiful, fake peace. the people drying their clothes by the danube, the people selling lavender bouquets and useless batteries on the squares, the people asking you for two hundred forints in broken german and hungarian, all dipped in that gold, just no peace about them. in the end, it's the same everywhere, but seeing it in a foreign country, with pompous buildings and gloriously lit bridges as a backdrop, with prices in the supermarkets that make everything back at home seem overpriced and ridiculous, you feel more helpless.

two hundred forints, that's less than a euro and also the entrance fee for zöld pardon, one of the places of budapest that i would like to take home with me, especially since next summer, it will be replaced by a museum. shit would go down. dancing under stars, on wooden planks, until the first sign of tiredness. then the sprinklers go on, dancing under water showers with a swelling feeling of happiness that erases all exhaustion. until sunrise and beyond. szimpla, another place i want to take with me. i could live there, in the rundown walls full of scribbles and stories, between lamps that all make you dream of the people who might have cherished them once, in armchairs, dentists' chairs, bathtubs, under bikes with flowers growing out of them and so many more things to discover in every corner.
on a more serious side, work is good. home is good. people are good. i have more or less learnt understanding northern irish and scottish accents, i made friends with the world, and at work i make little paper boats. no actual boats, more like little boxes where we weigh and keep our samples, tablets, powders, but we call them boats which brings a little bit of romanticism into life at the lab. just a bit, but it's something. sometimes i even feel like a scientist, pouring things around, writing down numbers, stopping time. i'm at the cutting edge, the edge that cuts - i'm nowhere - but it's good to see what clever people can do in a lab. and it's good to see that they are the ones who love what they do. makes me feel kinda worthless.

budapest, steaming in the heat. summer is merciless, being on ancient buses, with fit hungarians looking out of the windows, light shirts and aviators, wind flowing through their hair, but only a small amount of air making it through the thick heat, standing next to old people with grim faces. i feel like it could be south america, which is beautiful because it finally feels like i'm somewhere else. also, time is dislocated, way too fast. i want a car from the fifties, a cigar and a spanish accent, but all i have for now is the rum. i love rum, and one of the highlights of my day is getting home from work and having a cold drink with ice cubes.

Like most of the others, I was a seeker, a mover, a malcontent, and at times a stupid hell-raiser. I was never idle enough to do much thinking, but I felt somehow that my instincts were right. I shared a vagrant optimism that some of us were making real progress, that we had taken an honest road, and that the best of us would inevitably make it over the top.
At the same time, I shared a dark suspicion that the life we were leading was a lost cause, that we were all actors, kidding ourselves along on a senseless odyssey. It was the tension between these two poles - a restless idealism on one hand and a sense of impending doom on the other - that kept me going.

as for photography, there's a lot to capture. let's see if i'll ever manage. the pictures are only in my head for now.

will this spark.

2011-07-08T17:52:00.000+02:00

every day i see my dream
every day i see my
every day i see my dream.

i miss things. people. feelings.

...Then came noon, and morning withered like a lost dream. The sweat was torture and the rest of the day was littered with the dead remains of all those things that might have happened, but couldn't stand the heat. When the sun got hot enough it burned away all the illusions and I saw the place as it was - cheap, sullen, and garish - nothing good was going to happen here.
Sometimes at dusk, when you were trying to relax and not think about the general stagnation, the Garbage God would gather a handful of those choked-off morning hopes and dangle them somewhere just out of reach; they would hang in the breeze and make a sound like delicate glass bells, reminding you of something you never quite got hold of, and never would. It was a maddening image, and the only way to whip it was to hang on until dusk and banish the ghosts with rum.

20110522.
model; ellie.

great day out, not too many thoughts wasted on exams, some woods and some laughs. ellie hates me but that's ok cause she's amazing.

turn up the love.

2011-07-01T16:03:00.002+02:00

its hard to describe things these days. everything's a mixture of other things, feelings. i wish i were raving my youth away somewhere, with the people i love. a shadow passed, a shadow passed, yearning, yearning
at the same time, im slowly reaching for the ground where i am now. that's not too bad. you gotta get out, go far away
even this post is nothing but a mixture. of things that might matter, have mattered, will matter.

20110521.
model; allie.
make up; siobhan.
magic reflector guy; clarence. cause he's awesome.
directing and all; rajee. once again, this was his shoot... he's just too nice, letting me and my camera be there with them.

this shoot was rather nice. sun and friends and cameras :]

strobe in the woods.

2011-06-25T22:38:00.000+02:00

this reminds me of silence, rainy nights and red bokeh, of excitement in my fingertips and a hint of the feeling that maybe, just maybe, there are things in this world that are special.
its still there, the tingles and the energy, i wish i could do something with that feeling, do something worthwhile.

lift me up to the sun, to the sun, to the

here are just very few shots from a day of shooting in march!

20110322.
models; urvi, holly, sofia and helen, georgia, tori, wilf.
designs by michaela (http://www.michaelaknits.com/)
this was rajee's thing... i was just there with my camera.

shores and sides.

2011-06-22T21:57:00.001+02:00

summer tunes, summer is strange, strange as seashores and riversides.
had some incredible times in london and now love it like never before. i miss the loves and laughs and mindlessness and youth. now just shrouded in strangeness and mixed feelings, i want to complain but have nothing to complain about and all that's playing in my head is a bouncy tune and the energy to raveraverave.

but really, i have nothing to complain about. budapest is rather alright so far.

i have too many old photos to upload!

holly and helen, 20110323.
headwear by head full of feathers, thank you jen!

also, check out some of my photos in P+M Magazine from Japan:

downloadable on:
http://onimaga.com/

absolutely lovely magazine, absolutely lovely people behind it!

wasteland, wasteland.

2011-05-28T22:36:00.000+02:00

that time of the year when life is dull.
so dull that i can't even appreciate the good things now and soon. everything that's big just seems daunting now, it's like the monsters and the mountains, the pictures that are outdated and the dreams that stay dreams forever.

the shoot below was rather cool, in that building that's soon not going to be around any more. more from that day to come :]

helen, 20110323.

rhapsody.

2011-05-15T22:10:00.001+02:00

these pictures make me happy, right now is so still, nothing's moving and the walls are coming closer. billions of stars, and i am here with eyes falling asleep.

'i dont know about my dreamin any more....
might as well fall in.'

my sister, 20110405.

in meiner hand.

2011-04-28T00:49:00.003+02:00

richmond park.
not much of a landscaper... so i just spent some silly time on photoshop, away from duties and pipes and seriousness.

moments flickering by. this is immense, still.

20110427

we are nothing.

2011-04-27T02:13:00.002+02:00

my life on ecstasy, and i dont mean the trips but the morning after. its like the world is veiled in smoke, or rather i am veiled in smoke, of the sort that resembles fog in that it doesnt move. its hard to fill fog with something. celebrating my youth, wasting my youth. wasted german youth. we must fly occasionally, we all have to feel that joy or we are nothing. emir kusturica. i want to catch the moments and make them my own, but theres nowhere i want to go despite all those places i am at.

some air to breathe.

i want to shoot.
my sister, 20110408.

summerbreeze.

2011-04-06T21:53:00.003+02:00

reminder to self:

free time is a maze.
i've been wondering whether i am spending my time right. dreams are becoming bigger and it feels as if i should really do something with them, the urge is there, right there; tangible.

photoshoot with amy from 20110225.

also, some ramblings,
click: issue 7 (page 64)

walks amongst caribous.

2011-04-02T13:08:00.000+02:00

photography means breezes and dusks and beautiful things in this world; memories are nothing but hazy shades of taste and smell.

can we go there tonight
can we go there tonight
can we go there tonight
can we go there tonight

life is a big forest and my world is a tent. as long as i can fall asleep next to my best friends, all should be good. i love the feeling of explosions in my head, i can spend hours just spacing out and i will work on being someone again. dear world, please wait for me.

i've been shooting recently.

photoshoot with holly from 20110206.

cold.

2011-03-06T17:19:00.001+01:00

went to a gig the other day. one of many. after rushing and rustling through london, tunes like these kinda bring you back on the ground of sanity. its a beautiful feeling when that happens, when after a long time, a hint of calmness kicks in.

other than that, my camera got stolen last night. one beautiful night with a musical show that made me a bit teary, with smiles and silliness, but my little 400d got stolen and i was in tears outside the pub.
something died in me that night.

here are some photos taken with that fella.
photoshoot with my sister from 20101228.

and some features, one of my pictures in racing minds once more:

and two of them in bitfuul magazine. sent this in ages ago, hence the old pictures and all. page 10.
click this link

rachel ribbon.

2011-02-16T13:16:00.000+01:00

no lectures, but some illness instead. had to cancel a ridiculous amount of photoshoots this week and am not happy about it :( will hopefully be able to get some of them done some other day though!
me and my little camera.
if only it weren't for the jealous lab reports.

this was a while back, after a night of cocktails and cuba libre and being asked to model for that designer couple even though i told them im short and not comfortable in heels. ha! my flatmate rachel is working way too much these days, it makes everything i do look like little kid's games. respect much.

photoshoot with rachel in my room from 20110123.

daytime stories.

2011-02-04T01:10:00.003+01:00

lots of excitement ahead of me. which is good cause i need it!
it is a beautiful thing to walk london slowly, with my eyes closed. taking in the noise.

photoshoot with my sister from 20101224. a christmas shoot with my new flash!

londoncitylights.

2011-01-28T17:01:00.002+01:00

so basically, i lost all my photos cause i managed to break my hard drive.
so i went out to covent garden to at least have some on my computer.
but there wasn't much to shoot.
so i just shot lights.

also, don't ask me about my life these days.

london, 20110119

coast snow.

2011-01-11T01:01:00.000+01:00

so last december, i had the worst trip to germany. but it's a story, that's what makes it great.
taking the cab taking the train taking the ferry taking the car allll the way back home, the old school way. it makes me want to get a map of europe and draw dotted lines from station to station on that trip. with a picture of the vehicle used on the dotted line.
too lazy to do that, i decide to put up pictures of my last trip in england in 2010 instead. it was freezing cold and we didn't even make it to beachy head. and i didn't even mind. hope i can see more of this island this year.

happy new year.

eastbourne, 20101219.

goodbyes.

2010-12-27T11:44:00.001+01:00

listening to dvorak makes things beautiful. murakami leaves me confused, kinda weirded out but emotionally charged. norwegian wood's last paragraph is full of cries and despair, it is the strangest reading experience.
as for the title of this post, no reason to become melancholic and all. nothing's changing more than it is anyway.

my hard drive broke down a few days ago when i dropped it; that was before the crazy train and ferry and car drive that got me to germany where i am now. i am still full of hope to get my files back but for now, all my photos are gone. it is not a pretty thought.
but i did get an external flash for christmas. yayys :D
also, i tried shooting in a studio for the first time the other day which was pretty cool! unfortunately, the photos are on the hard drive which is dead -.-
and i am now on model mayhem. check my links.

happy holidays everyone, see you in 2011.

here's where i've been the past few days:

also, here's some pretty pretty online stuff.
another feature in rojo&garabato magazine!

and a little one on the kingdom magazine website. i wonder if the magazine's still in the making.
click this link

i love these magazines.

two moons.

2010-12-09T12:18:00.000+01:00

my dear sister was shocked when she saw the makeup i put on her. i loved the shoot though and the pictures coming out of it. i cannot wait to shoot with her again in a few weeks' time!

christmas is drawing nearer and so is some time off the mind-blowing business of londonia.
happy holidays.

photoshoot with my sister from 20100922.

red leaves.

2010-12-01T16:21:00.000+01:00

this is already outdated. london is sprinkled with snow and i really want to go shoot but i dont wanna drag anyone out into the cold with me... sad times. at the latest when i get back to germany!
christmas time is drawing nearer and it feels weird because it doesn't feel much at all. i don't feel much at all because there is too much to be felt in londontown.

photoshoot with rachel from 20101107.

shades of the autumn sun.

2010-11-26T13:29:00.000+01:00

please view in fullscreen!
photoshoot with federica from 20101027.

tokyo 02.

2010-11-19T16:14:00.000+01:00

tokyo, september 2010.

tokyo 01.

2010-11-15T13:46:00.000+01:00

days in tokyo. never would have thought i'd have them! rather amazing.
japan is rather beautiful, i would love to see more of it. tokyo is vibrant and no city to be explored in four days, but maybe four days are enough for someone as small as me. for now.

tokyo, september 2010.

albion.

2010-11-10T15:43:00.000+01:00

Albion
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Albion (Greek: Ἀλβιών) is the oldest known name of the island of Great Britain. It is thought to derive from the white cliffs of Dover. Today, it is still sometimes used poetically to refer to the island or England in particular.

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dover, 20100924. family.
we took the boat to england from dunkerque, france. there is something ancient about boat rides, it always makes me think of how it must have felt going to america on a ship. the vast sea is kinda intimidating. yet beautiful in a way that you feel like crumbling when facing it.

children.

2010-11-03T15:46:00.000+01:00

they're not, but we used to be, together.
i could shoot so many nicer pictures with them... if they weren't that far away.
<3

ahhh, so many things to come! :D

haesu and hemin in yoeinaru, seoul, 20100904.

london bits and bobs.

2010-10-29T13:14:00.000+02:00

here are just a few shots i took recently without connection, i'll put posts like this up from time to time. hello london.

autumn in regents park.

bankside.

london at night.

red ballooned girl.

federica. (a whole shoot with her coming soon.... and maybe more in the future :D)

lover.

also, i was featured in this beautiful magazine here:
And I Still Miss You
it's in issue 19, page 14!

as well as in Racing Minds Magazine:

korea 04.

2010-10-27T15:22:00.000+02:00

so i have missed out one folder from my korea photos although there were quite a few photos in there i wanted to show. they are from a trip with my mum to samcheondong in seoul. photosphotos, hope you enjoy :]

seoul, september 2010.

and here is a picture of my gorgeous mother who i shared this korea trip with:

korea 03.

2010-10-25T14:14:00.000+02:00

seoul, august and september 2010.

korea 02.

2010-10-21T13:00:00.000+02:00

seoul and gyeongju, august and september 2010.

korea 01.

2010-10-19T17:48:00.000+02:00

pictures from korea, finally. here is the first few of them.
it all seems so far away already, so long ago. the further a memory moves away, the more you grow attached to it. i spent a beautiful late summer there. at least that's what i think now.

seoul, august and september 2010.
this is all close to where i lived, a bit off the centre, a bit hidden, a bit amazingly beautiful, caught between city and mountain.

seaside.

2010-10-17T11:07:00.000+02:00

brighton, 26th Sep 2010.

it was a pain getting in and out of london but other than that, brighton was cold and beautiful. i love the seaside. i love family.
i promised my sister i would take some pretty pictures of her because the last few ones were rather experimental than pretty. i hope this will do.

l-town again.

2010-10-12T17:32:00.000+02:00

dear everyone,

im back in london and things are the way i left them four months ago. sunny days are beautiful as always and i am enjoying my time with people. i will try to enjoy more time with the city as well soon. a lot of photos to show and even more photos to take!
new place to live in, new room which now looks like this:

here's my flatmate rachel in her wardrobe:

there shall be more pictures of her soon i hope!

and here's one of my photos in racing minds magazine. its a beautiful magazine, have a look at it! :] mine is the one in the second column, third row.

back.

2010-09-22T18:46:00.002+02:00

once again, i'm back but soon gone again.
korea was brilliant, i loved it very much and took a lot of photos that i am editing at the moment. on friday i'm off to london again. summer's over at last!

new shores.

2010-08-22T20:10:00.000+02:00

just got back from an amazingly exhausting but beautiful weekend working on a music festival with the nicest people on earth. my knees are broken and my hands full of scratches but it was all worth it. i know what i love.

and tomorrow, i'm off to korea. finally!
should be good to just get out of here and take a break for a month.
i'll even make it to japan for a few days, cannot wait to see tokyo :D
lots of photos will be taken, i might even get to peek into professional work....? details to come soon. or when i'm back.

hopefully i'll have a place to live in london by then, too...

sleepwalks.

2010-08-19T11:20:00.000+02:00

another few make up shots.
very excited to go to korea next week, then i can get my hands on some cheap asian make up! whoop whoop. though then i will have to find a new model mereckons :(

photoshoot with my sister from 20100814.

meep.

2010-08-17T11:10:00.000+02:00

so i made my own shirt designs ages ago while i was bored during an internship.
it wasn't more than playing around on illustrator, but then i asked my friend if his dad (who owns a print office) could print them for me. after a few years and some ironing and stuff, here they are: the first three t-shirts with prints by me (and they are the only ones existing so far).

dark blue guy size M, t-shirt by esprit.
light blue girl size 36, top by esprit.
dark purple girl size S, t-shirt by uniqlo.
worn by me, photos by my sister and my mum.
bathtub.

green fields.

2010-08-15T13:43:00.007+02:00

dear blog; i think i'm falling more and more in love with you.

photoshoot in the green fields around the corner. the sun let us down, but the grass gave us enough light to make up for it.
i'm sorry for the quality of some of those photos. i'm getting used to uploading things in reduced quality when it goes on the internet now. plus blogger wouldn't actually let me upload things nice and big.

please view in fullscreen!
photoshoot with rachel and tanja from 20100731.

golden.

2010-08-07T11:35:00.003+02:00

the golden evening hours of summer, when everything and everyone is beautiful.
dear sun; i love you.

this was mostly about enjoying the light. i promise i will get better at selecting photos soon.

please view in fullscreen!
photoshoot with my sister from 20100607.

bluebird.

2010-08-06T20:38:00.006+02:00

so i dont know anything about make up.
this is my first try at being a mua - and i actually had a good deal of fun here :]
its just trying out stuff, the eyes are different from each other. today, i bought a whole lot of make up bits and pieces though so i guess ill do something like this some more times with whoever is up for it :]
(though that will only be my sister... i guess.)

photoshoot with my sister from 20100731.

rojo & garabato magazine issue 6

2010-08-06T13:59:00.003+02:00

sweet little online magazine with a sweet little feature :]

portfolio.

2010-08-05T22:07:00.007+02:00

i take photos. this is what this blog is going to be about.

please click to get to my portfolio!

no i'm not the kind that kiss and tell

2010-08-05T22:00:00.000+02:00

but this is love.

straight to the heart and to the skin, this is what goosebumps and heartbeats are made of.

welcome to my blog.