no lectures, but some illness instead. had to cancel a ridiculous amount of photoshoots this week and am not happy about it :( will hopefully be able to get some of them done some other day though!
me and my little camera.
if only it weren't for the jealous lab reports.

this was a while back, after a night of cocktails and cuba libre and being asked to model for that designer couple even though i told them im short and not comfortable in heels. ha! my flatmate rachel is working way too much these days, it makes everything i do look like little kid's games. respect much.

photoshoot with rachel in my room from 20110123.

lots of excitement ahead of me. which is good cause i need it!
it is a beautiful thing to walk london slowly, with my eyes closed. taking in the noise.

photoshoot with my sister from 20101224. a christmas shoot with my new flash!

so basically, i lost all my photos cause i managed to break my hard drive.
so i went out to covent garden to at least have some on my computer.
but there wasn't much to shoot.
so i just shot lights.

also, don't ask me about my life these days.

london, 20110119

so last december, i had the worst trip to germany. but it's a story, that's what makes it great.
taking the cab taking the train taking the ferry taking the car allll the way back home, the old school way. it makes me want to get a map of europe and draw dotted lines from station to station on that trip. with a picture of the vehicle used on the dotted line.
too lazy to do that, i decide to put up pictures of my last trip in england in 2010 instead. it was freezing cold and we didn't even make it to beachy head. and i didn't even mind. hope i can see more of this island this year.

happy new year.

eastbourne, 20101219.

listening to dvorak makes things beautiful. murakami leaves me confused, kinda weirded out but emotionally charged. norwegian wood's last paragraph is full of cries and despair, it is the strangest reading experience.
as for the title of this post, no reason to become melancholic and all. nothing's changing more than it is anyway.

my hard drive broke down a few days ago when i dropped it; that was before the crazy train and ferry and car drive that got me to germany where i am now. i am still full of hope to get my files back but for now, all my photos are gone. it is not a pretty thought.
but i did get an external flash for christmas. yayys :D
also, i tried shooting in a studio for the first time the other day which was pretty cool! unfortunately, the photos are on the hard drive which is dead -.-
and i am now on model mayhem. check my links.

happy holidays everyone, see you in 2011.

here's where i've been the past few days:


also, here's some pretty pretty online stuff.
another feature in rojo&garabato magazine!


and a little one on the kingdom magazine website. i wonder if the magazine's still in the making.
click this link

i love these magazines.

my dear sister was shocked when she saw the makeup i put on her. i loved the shoot though and the pictures coming out of it. i cannot wait to shoot with her again in a few weeks' time!

christmas is drawing nearer and so is some time off the mind-blowing business of londonia.
happy holidays.

photoshoot with my sister from 20100922.

this is already outdated. london is sprinkled with snow and i really want to go shoot but i dont wanna drag anyone out into the cold with me... sad times. at the latest when i get back to germany!
christmas time is drawing nearer and it feels weird because it doesn't feel much at all. i don't feel much at all because there is too much to be felt in londontown.

photoshoot with rachel from 20101107.