and confusion running through them and on and forever, threads winding around and around and leading to nothing more but more chaos, a head full of stuff that's not to be grasped but hurts because everything's tangled or maybe it's collapsing into emptiness, i cant tell. i want mountains and deserts, stars and campfires and roads and love, i want dreams and clouds, fast flames but quiet, snow and ice but ideas, idealistic, iconoclasm, tunes so tangible they're tracks to i don't know, no sight in my eyes, no feeling in my brain, good night.


20121117 with jos wilder.

this and all the rest.
perhaps it is that the heart beats faster here than elsewhere

20121014.
model jessica swesey
mua shayne benigno
hair omar felix
dress by karen lee

hello NYC. maybe not the suits and the glass and the height and the cards, but the music and the rockets and the late night dancing mindlessness in chinese basements

Featured Editorial in Impostor Mag.

Model & MUA: Maria Li
20120916.

I finally get to post this shoot, from back in the summer. Featured with a little interview in issue 7 of deFUZE mag (online and print).

Model: Tessa
MUA: Ulrika

20120811.

met up with a fashion blogger the other day for some photos of her blue summer dress. brooklyn and the heat.

20120909, with lilith rose, dearmslilith.com.

nothing seems real, not the sights of places already seen so many times, not the places and the people left behind, not the bagels or the cockroaches or the hot, hot sunday sun, not the tornadoes and the music, not the bridges or the books or the tourists that look at me like i'm meant to be here, not the film sets or the cat markets or the singers on the subway, not the stories behind people's faces, not the broad streets or the roads that are hilly like rollercoasters might be, not the excitement and the confusion and the people and the noise and the unreality of reality.

not even the memories. berlin and kent and london.